chorus 1 i wake up in the morning and i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself before i go to sleep at night i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself look at myself in the mirror and i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself i got problems but to much pride for me to ask for help so is life worth livin should i blast myself verse 1 tell me where to go to get a peace of mind cause all i see is suicide receiving me by tec-9 although my tattoo reads no more pain lately i feel the needle hit me up in vain most of my real niggas are dead they done left me with my fake friends the ones that always need ya but dont appreciate friends im solo when i roll i live and die by myself that way nobody can blame for the death of somebody else cause da way these niggas hate me is a epidimic im in the line of fire 24/7 constantly stepin in it hate me cause im doin good hate me cause i aint doin bad atleast i got to be a dad when ive got no seeds i used to bleed for someother cat scratchin but as far as im concered i would have burned for those creations my family didnt make it make me wonder will i last myself so is life worth livin should i blast myself chorus 1 i wake up in the morning and i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself before i go to sleep at night i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself look at myself in the mirror and i ask myself is life worth livin should i blast myself i got problems but to much pride for me to ask for help so is life worth livin should i blast myself verse 2 it aint dat i sound like pac i sound like stress just like an automatic when im down and depressed i shed tears cause i do it so good thanks to my nothin ass homeboys off da block nigga fuck my hood i couldnt shit shower, or shave unless i was willin to pay thats why i wasnt willin to stay i can do bad by myself i aint even have no money for me and yall was laughin like me sufferin was funny to see so wonder why i dont give a fuck about being here on the other hand ill murder motherfuckers do we have a problem here if u beat me to the trigger i aint mad homey atleast i aint got to cry no more no more feelin sad homey i know trae got my back he goin look out for my people god lead me not into temptation deliver me from evil if its my time im ready if it aint ima ask myself mayn is life worth livin should i blast myself -chorus 1- verse 3 i aint tryin to be a role model but i am what kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams i strugelled with my addiction i aint perfect relizing its bringing me closer to my grave so maybe its worth it the more codeine i drink the more im not awake im like a prisoner and syrup is the way i ecscape but this message is to the kids do as i say and not as i do cause there could be a brighter future for you but as for me all i know is drama all i know is pain 27 and i dont know how to smile and thats a shame i came in 1977 the first one by age 10 or 11 full blown smokin blunts cause weed is what i needed to relate and ecscape but reality would end up smackin me dead in my face no that im grown ive got no more cheecks to turn so i ask myself mayn is life worth livin should i blast myself chorus 2 went to the preacher full of liqour tryin ask for help said is life worth livin should i blast myself movin so fast i done fucked around and passed myself mayn is life worth livin should i blast my self im tired of bein broke where was i when the cash was dealt mayn is life worth livin should i blast my self i just cant take it i aint even got to ask myself maybe life aint worth livin ima blast myself
