Close To Me

I've waited hours for this. I've made myself so sick. I wish I'd stayed asleep today. I never thought this day would end. I never thought tonight could ever be. This close to me. Just try to see in the dark. Just try to make it work. To feel the fear before you're here. I make the shapes come much too close. I pull my eyes out. Hold my breath. And wait until I shake.... But if I had your faith. Then I could make it safe and clean. If only I was sure. That my head on the door was a dream. I've waited hours for this. I've made myself so sick. I wish I'd stayed asleep today. I never thought this day would end. I never thought tonight could ever be. This close to me. But if I had your face. I could make it safe and clean. If only I was sure. That my head on the door. Was a dream