, seen the world, done it all, had my cake now, back when, back when i was like ten, 10 years old playing basketball, 5 foot short but standing tall, mid-90's when rap was raw, i dreamt big dreams, i dreamt it all, i said to myself "you can have it all," i never looked back, shit damn it all, so now i attack like a pack of dogs or a pack of wolves, i strap my shoes, i walk these miles, no backward moves, i never acted cool, stayed after school, played chess in the 4th grade, momma made good food like a gourmet, see daddy was missing like all day so i fucked the world like an o.j, now every other day i got a court date, if you treat life bad, she won't stay, either abide by the law or pay, i felt lowercase shit, no name, there was a match sitting next to the propane, i was the gas and the match was my whole brain, i blew up inside around fourteen, depression bled through all veins, then rap came along and saved me, i felt crazy, on top of that i was angry, nothing else could contain me, rain beats slow, down my window, pain below, my life is good for more, i don't recall a night where my life first striked, to my body like a knife in a hood fight, all i know is now i'm here, lil hood tyke, neighborhood says i'm strange, don't look right, see, my moms is black and my pops is white, in 1987, that wasn't common in sight, i remember once in the store a nigga threatened my life, now like "fuck you in my hood for" sweating in tight, i'm just trying to get some candy, bagging the dough, a couple chick-o-stick's to wanna bag me up, death toe tagged me up, leave a nigga dead, cold as fuck, luckily though them clowns wasn't know shit, man, on my mind: "this some muhfucking bullshit", and if you want it man, i got a fucking full clip, i'm on my last dollar and you would do the same quick, i'm on my last dollar and you would do the same quick, i'm on my last dollar and you would do the same quick, i'm on my last dollar and you would do the same quick, i'm on my last dollar and you would do the same quick, now i'm angry and give a fuck how you paint me, and give a fuck what you name me, i was gangbanging, a little crazy, lord save me, and that's just what he did, i was blessed with a kid, still a kid myself with a destiny to live, he took away the anger, let waste to the pain, gotta raise my seed now, and glory his name, jesus!, rain beats slow, down my window, pain below, my life is good for more
