i'm sweating like i'm in a rave, been in this room for 3 days, think i'm hearing voices, paranoid and think i'm seeing ghost-es, oh shit, phone keep ringing but i cut that shit off, only time i use it when i tell the dealer drop it off, had a threesome last night, ain't matter what it cost, couldn't it get hard, tried to stuff it in soft, had to fuck em both raw, keep my fingers crossed, been grinding on my teeth so long it's swelling up my jaw, nothing on but my bathrobe and pinky ring, your worst nightmare for me is a normal dream, and if i learned anything, is don't nod off with ya motherfucking cigarette burning, knocking on my door but i won't answer, residue on mirrors, jojo dancer, and it's a downward spiral, gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out, cause it's the downward spiral, i gotta figure it out, gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out, everybody say, you got a lot to be proud of, been high this whole time, don't realize what i done, cause when i'm all alone, feel like no one care, isolate myself and don't go nowhere, smoking blunt after blunt, 'til my eyes start burning, hennessy straight got my chest like a furnace, drowning frustrations in a ocean of sin, thinking irrational, i have no emotions, cold cold world, some might say, freezing on the snow, brain feel a bit frostbit, nauseous, don't know the last time i ate, but i eat these fucking rappers like fucking last steak, on death row, feel like i am, you never know, one day you're here, the next you're gone, so i put it all up in these songs. and it's a downward spiral, gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out, cause it's the downward spiral, i gotta figure it out, gotta figure it out, i gotta figure it out
