ready now, i had to clean myself off, settle down, make it out of this rut safely, i'll flee and think it's time to let go, think i felt the safety in the heat, there's a calmness in the way i speak out, to just say, drop it, when all i think is, stop it, it's not worth the misery, i stay on the lake just like yesterday no more, tear it down, break down every wall, cut it out, find out where it went wrong, and it's not me in this head, crippled with regret, i can say it was the last time, but i know it's not the last time, what does this all mean, i'm lost now somewhere in between, and i can say it was the last time, but i know it's not the last time, your breathing gets shorter, your hands are getting cold, but you can't die here, you're only nineteen years old, i tried to look into your eyes, the sky was to open, i tried to look in your eyes, but was blinded by the sun, so send me a sign, through earthquakes and lighting, lord, send me a sign, i can't be the only one, i don't belong, no, i don't belong here, no, i don't belong here, no, i don't belong here
