I wasn't expecting you you took me by surprise and I don't know if you can see it but it's right behind my eyes the answer to a question that I didn't know I'd asked and you know I didn't believe the tides could wash over me so fast and I've never seen this before and I've seen so much oh god I wonder what it takes to understand happiness and I am standing on the edge and I'm not afraid to fall I'm not dying I'm not hiding I am not anything at all but this time I choose to be happy you know I never believed that I could have something good didn't think that it was possible didn't think I could but now I'm kicking down these walls and you're tearing at these chains and I am starting to believe that I must be insane cause I've never seen you before and I've seen so much oh god I wonder what it takes to understand happiness and I am standing on the edge and I'm not afraid to fall I'm not dying I'm not hiding I am not anything at all but falling and I don't care where I land I'm falling and now I feel like I can stand cause this time I choose to be
